College Notes

Oh how many times in a year do I have to feel this way??? I feel so so so very very empty. Waa..!!
I hate this feeling oh so much that I want to run away from it every now and then. But I always come to the conclusion that I cannot and I should not.

After my last post here I can't imagine how things went too fast. Everything seemed right the day after I had that lonely lonely lonely day and now I'm having that again...this time, it's much lonelier than I could have ever expected. T_T

Why does everything happen for a second and vanish the next. huhuh T_T I cannot understand how things had been going all my life. I guess history always repeats itself until we figure out the right reaction and attitude to situations that come in life. aww men.. I don't want to cry anymore. I don't want to shed more tears than I've done before. I just can't stop them now. Why.. o why...

Oh you want to know why I have been feeling this way?

I'm trapped between a promise and a goal. Between two that means so much much much to me. Aww. How could I ever make up my mind??

What a song?! Look at the lyrics:
(Ganyan-Proteinshake)